i was sick a few nights ago and it kept me from going to world changers. i had a skyhigh fever saturday morning before i was supposed to leave and my parents decided to keep me home in fear of passing on a possible virus to everyone else. i didn't really want to go on the trip, but i certainly didn't want this so be the reason for me not going. i knew i would have a good time once i got there but i didn't get the chance. oh well. im not sitting in an unairconditioned school for a week. my neck is still really stiff and my arm is still really sore, but other than that i am doing alright.

taylor and i are hopefully going to the zoo sometime this week, and hopefully one night we will go to dinner and a movie. i just feel really bad because this week was supposed to be his week with his friends and i wasnt going to be here to interfere. i know he doesnt look at it that way at all but i do, and i was even kind of hoping he wouldnt find out i was sick. i just didn't want to make him feel obligated to come see me, or hang out with me this week. but he did find out and when he came to see me last night he said he would have found out and that he wants to know when i dont feel good. he's so sweet and asked me like 5 times if there was anything he could do for me, buy for me at the store, or make me. he rubbed my back and hugged me and those little things made me feel better. :D